this few days

suddenly got a feeling tat i wan to blog in english..

and i decided to follow my feeling..

so, just ignore my lousy grammar here ba~

this few days i was busying outing..haha

just have a time to write about my outing..

and i will go bek tomorrow.. i know i will miss u all, the place here and the net..

please miss me too~ XD

was finish my exam at 23th..

and it is a very first time for me to slept on 4am and then wake up at 7am..

damn tired, just because of the microeconomics..

but then when i see the paper i was just like 'shit la!'

because the chapters that i put most effort was not coming out any question..

zzz..

anyway, i shoudn't get upset by the things which already passed and cannot be rewrite..

rather than tat, i still have a date with peiling..hoho..

at first it suppose be 4 girls outing together..

but qinqin is going to fly to jb right after the exam..so she cannot join us..

and the jessica, she forget our dating and go other place ler.. =.=

so sad and disappointed..

i though our date gonna be cancel because peiling and me dunno how to go sunway by bus..

haha..

it was the first time for us to go to sunway by public transport.. XD

but then, we got the jiu xing at last..

dating as planing.. hoho

peiling bring me to a restaurant call dragon i? or dragon eye? watever la

she said the shang hai xiao long bao there was very delicious..

yea it can conclude as delicious because i never eat it before.. cant compare.. haha

we only order the xiao long bao.. 1st reason is peiling said the noodles there is not so nice, another reason is... the food there is very expensive ok!

i just go through for menu.. almost everything i see is at least RM10.. ><

after eating of course is the shopping time! woohoo~

very obviously peiling is much much much more excited than me..

yea this outing was plan by her..

we shop for whole days because it had be very long time for me especially peiling to becum zai nv at home ler..

but unfortunately, we had no 'yuan fen' wif those clothes..

we buy nothing.. ><

nvm nvm, we still got next time.. ok? hehe

well, the ending for the shopping day is not so good..

we wait the bus for soooo long time..

from 9 something until 11 something just reach cyberia..

damn it.. maybe just because we dunno the time of those bus..

but peiling is very peicek lo compare wif me..

she never try it before.. haha!

everything must have first time right..

you will get used to it sooner or later as long as you at malaysia.. XD

we plan to have a small celebration to jessica de..

too bad she was not around...

so... a jo decided to celebrate at 24th de 7am..

walao.. the first thing i think about is that i cant wake up so early..lol

so i need sleep earlier.. but i got call from feifei.. she want me to help her to be a narrator for her publicize video..

had decided to help but my sound is not so good at the time..maybe because of drink not enough water.. ><

after finish recording was 3 something already.. i was really really tired.. just imagine yourself.. only slept 3 hours and~~~~

thanks for peiling to accompany me to feifei house..

thanks to feifei's patient because i was NG so many times.. and really gampadek for you all..=)

ok~ it is another day for me to sleep at 4 something..><

and for sure, i cant able to get up to celebrate jessica's birthday.. sorry jess~

while i was still sleeping.. i accept a call..

i know who was the person.. although i was tired, i still get up from my dearest bed and pillow..

and... tats the time for another outing.. wif his frens..

the first things we do is find a restaurant when we reach time square..

i slept until 1 something and haven have my lunch.. it is a nice place i think.. name call jia you zhan.. hehe

well well well.. because of 2 of us had already bankrupt.. we just have a window shopping there..

because of holidays? x'mas eve? time square is people mountain people sea..

and of course have a lot of seafood there..XD

quite disappointed didnt see any handsome guy..

see the people beside me better.. XD XD

waiting for 8pm coming.. because they had book a room for sing k..

know another 2 new person.. not bad..=)

well, they are not gonna to countdown wif a lot of seafood outside the times square.. although i was curious about the countdown at kl.. but then just give it up and follow them to the cinema lo.. yea.. we had ying jie our x'mas 09 at the cinema..

qiute special also la....(自我安慰吗？呵呵）

其实我手酸了。。><

at the 25th.. my dad, mum and sis come to kl here to spend the holidays..

they go and find my 2 brothers first and later i am going to meet them..

well.. it is very nice for us because we rarely can every family members being together..

have a nice talks with them.. and the dinner that night was nice~~^^

on the another day, we decided to go bukit tinggi..

but then all of us dunno the actual direction~ haha.. just feel if cannot reach there just go to genting lo..

therefore, 3 cars depart~~

we miss the the road to the bukit tinggi while we at the genting half mountain..

the guard told us we need to u-turn back to reach there..

after a small discussion, we decided to continue 'climb' to the genting..

woo~ i had been dreaming to go genting many times.. although it is totally different wif my imagine, but as long as he is here with me.. fine~ i satisfied.. =)

it is only a word to describe when i get down from the car -- cold!!!

everthing seems familiar come to my eyes and a lot of memories appear~~

there was very beautiful with a lot of decoration..

because of my cousins.. so we got the *free* ticket to play all the indoor games..

but it is suffer also because we need to accompany them play those games which is.. hmm.. very boring to us.. wat mini train.. walao.. it is only suitable for xiao ju ok~ but the 4D movie and bumper car is not bad la~ but too bad, xiao ju cant join us.. da jie is very kelian also..hehe

it had becum more and more people when it is raining outside.. yea, u can imagine the brume how thick it is.. all becum white white de..xD

the first world is fully pack wif people.. fyi, like sardin..><

it was first time for me to see got people queue up soooo long for pizza hut..zzz

we got a chance to relax and not need to take care the few xiao gua for a while while.. woo~ finally! hehe

we play a small games.. each of us buy a small present and then exchange..

haha! i really cant believe my bro and sis, i just keep think tat their present is very kong bu one.. haha~~

i buy a keychain which can wrote word on above.. just few simple words..hehe

u know wat he bought? is chocolate..=.= he say chocolate is most shi yong one, can eat~ wt.. really a pig.. haha

i got the present is from sis, a dice.. not like normally one oo.. it dun hv 1,2,3 but is doing homework, buy things and all that.. haha! when both people are lazy, just dice it..XD

nah, it almost the things about my outing..

now i was very shou suan~><

to me, it is a special x'mas~

have he and family being together~

tats y i insists to write there x'mas 09.. it really a nice memory for me..

this is mine christmas and i was really enjoy..

how is urs??

hope every mmu ppl have a nice holiday~

happy belated chritsmas and happy new year..^^

偷懒。。

虽然说考试还没完。。

但是我看电影去了。。

哈哈！

偷懒~~

可是这真的是一部很好看的电影。。(我觉得啦)

~avatar~

原本想说顺便说说它的故事内容的。。

但想想还是不要了。。

呵呵。。

你们自己去看吧。。

可是，

我觉得剧本写得很好。。

很好的概念。。

很好的创意。。

然后也拍的很好。。

起码我很投入。。

不会假。。

一点都不会。。

所有的动植物都有它们的生存法则。。

没有人有权利去剥夺那一切。。

大自然有大自然的规律。。

他们并不残忍。。

一切的一切，

都只是为了自卫。。

我突然想到了我们自己的星球。。

都是一样的吧~

如果2012是真的。。

那它是不是在尝试告诉我们什么。。？

嗯。。

那里的世界好漂亮噢。。

呵呵~

夜晚的植物好美~~

可是不知道那里有没有星星的呢？

呵呵~~

我很38。。

记得去看哦~

很赞。。

有机会的话我不介意再看过一次咯~

然后看3D的。。

哈哈！=）

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

从电影院出来的时候。。

不经意地。。

我抬头望了一下。。

出乎意料的。。

天空好清澈，好多星星，好漂亮。。

那像是我记忆里中学时候凌晨的天空。。

没想到putra的天空也可以这么漂亮。。

久违了。。

天空中的你。。

我还记得，永远并排成直线，不知名的你。。

如果多给我一点点时间，

我相信我可以再次找出北斗七星的。。

因为今晚的天空，真的很清澈，很干净。。

是因为下过雨的关系吗？

今晚的心情很好~

不知道是因为一部很好的电影，

还是一大片漂亮的夜空。。

像是重新注入了氧气一般。。

海洋活过来了。。

考试带来的压力和疲惫，

被带走了~

祝我一觉到天亮。。

祝大家一夜好眠~~~

=）

~nite nite~

p/s:照片来源：网络

无题

既然现在是读不下的。。
所以我允许自己的思想开一点小岔。。
让我写写东西吧。。
让我把刚刚看到那篇的感觉写出来。。
让我真正地放下了。。

看回自己写的那篇。。
感触还是很多。。
不管是自己写的。。
还是你的留言。。
看到自己写的，发现不希望发生的都发生了。。
发现其实我们的友情其实很脆弱。。
看到你写的。。
发现你说的好像一样都没发生吧？

我说的很对。。
‘我一点都不想去想象你们以后的生活。。
我知道我会妒忌。。
我会羡慕。。
我会遗憾。。
我没有身在其中。。’

我的希望，没有实现。。
我们不特别。。
我们被时间侵蚀了。。。

也许，
是因为我的妒忌，我的羡慕，我的遗憾。。
我没有勇气让自己面对你们。。
我知道，当下的我，会残忍地意识到原来我们那么遥远了。。。
呵呵。。我是胆小鬼。。


对啊。。
我很珍惜。。
但现在，很多东西都不一样了~


工厂一切都还好吧？
突然有点想念它。。



没有再看着部落格掉泪了。。
没有在学校的每一个角落想念，
没有在图书馆旁以为看到我的倒影，
没有在不知不觉喊出我的名字，
没有，都没有。。。
因为，身边的影子已经被重叠得渐渐看不见了吧~
没关系。。
看到你过得很好就好了~><
我还是那样，
忘记了其实你的适应能力其实比我好很多。。


我知道故事里的另一个主角不会看到。。
但，不重要了~


*热播:S.H.E--热带雨林*

我很笨

我不知道我在干嘛。。

可是就在这短短的几天里，

我又再让我原本就已经丑到不行的双脚又再多添几个疤。。

这次还严重一点。。

因为在膝盖那里黑青了一大块。。@@

很痛啦！！

因为都是新伤。。

脚踝那里的小伤口原本碰到水都够痛了的。。

昨天打扫时碰到抹地水。。

呵呵。。简直是~~~

然后跪在地上吸尘时。。我不小心忘记膝盖黑青~~

所以啊。。我的身体很直接地用痛来提醒了我。。

天啊！呜呜~~T.T

他已经对我敲到这里撞到那里麻木了。。

就连假假的安慰都没有。。><

而佩玲也正式见识到我的笨了。。

对！我很笨。。

zzz..

妈妈每天说我lun chun我都不承认~~

现在已经是铁一般的事实了。。

*大大声地叹气*

古人曰：身体发肤，受之父母

爸爸妈妈对不起。。

你们把我生得太lun chun 了。。XD

我亲爱的脚：下次我会更注意的。。要撞也不要撞那么出力。。

哈哈哈！

想更新很久了啦~

只是我很懒惰。。

不晓得为什么，就是没办法专心。。T.T

haizzz...

没办法。。我会继续加油的！

其他人也是哦~~~

最近一直在烦着件讨厌的事。。

就像我告诉自己的。。

就顺其自然就好了。。

也没必要为了让我自己那么辛苦。。

可是，我还是很好奇。。

自己口口声声说的这样那样。。

但却跟她自己做出来的不一样。。

是她说的还没做到。。

还是她是对人的呢？

所以只有我有这个‘福分’得到这样的待遇？

我不知道。。

但现在不想知道了。。

一切的一切。。

是我太笨了啦~

#天将降大任于斯人也，必先苦其心志，劳其胫骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其所为#

原来

话说。。

大哥的婚礼顺利过去了。。

明明不是我结婚。。

但我却也是累到不行。。

我也不知道为什么会酱啦~

但是，真不敢想象当事者是有几累呢？

><

结婚果然真的十分地很累人。。

我见识到了~~

星期一回来cyber的时候。。

我放了东西就直接昏迷在床上。。

呵呵。。

大概11点到。。

四点多才起来~

哈哈哈。。厉害吧？

原本有一堆照片要分享的。。

但不在我这里。。

所以就下次吧~

呵呵

然后，

就带着还没醒的心开始日常生活了。。

只是，

我blur到下星期就考试了都没有意识到！

而且明天就是speaking了我也到昨天才懂。。

天啊。。

我真的是没有睡醒。。><

大家最近都在emo。。

所以我说，我也要emo一下。。

呵呵。。

没有啦。。

就其实，最近发生了件我想不通的事。。

怎么了呢？

我很想知道。。

我哪里得罪他了吗？

还是我做了什么事让他不开心了？

有吗？

我很想知道耶。。

被他狠狠地骂好过现在刻意地被当隐性了。。

啊。。

好辛苦~

真的很想知道发生什么事啦~

鸡蛋糕。。><

结论~原来，这是篇乱到可以的文。。

要幸福哦。。

看回自己昨天po的东西。。

才发现我遗漏了些事情。。

今年的十二月比较特别。。

因为是我大哥的婚礼。。

从小最疼我的大哥。。。

也许是因为他大了我整整十岁。。也许是因为我是家里最小的。。

也许是因为他偶尔会阻止二哥和大姐继续欺负我。。

虽然有时他也是会作弄我啦~

但是印象中。。

大哥就是最疼我的。。

而我，也最喜欢大哥。。

也很听大哥的话。。（可能是他太凶了。。xD）

呃。。

有很多话，

突然不知道要怎么写了。。

我没有恋兄情结。。

我只是在怀念以前跟大哥撒娇要大哥帮我出头的时候。。

想起我受委屈大哥比我还生气的样子。。

急着帮我出头的样子。。

还有几乎有求必应。。

即使有时真的很麻烦他。。

我不是因为要失去了才会突然了解他的好。。

我一直都知道~

我有点不舍得。。

因为结婚了就好象。。会比较少回家。。

虽然我们一家本来就很少聚在一起。。><

我曾经告诉一个好朋友。。

叫他好好地疼那个小她十岁的妹妹。。

因为他妹妹一定会很爱他。。

也会很听他的话。。

也会很珍惜他这个哥哥。。

是真的，因为是亲身经历。。。

12月8号是大哥的生日。。

12月6号是大哥结婚的日子。。

原本我打算买份礼物给他的。。

可是。。心有余而力不足。。

因为我都不确定我要怎么过完这个sem了。。

hu...好伤心~

我很认真地想要买什么想了很久的。。。

但是不管怎样。。

还是要预祝大哥新婚愉快，生日快乐。。

要跟大嫂开开心心地过下去。。

希望一切顺利。。

要幸福哦~~

pray hard...

pray sincerely...

from the bottom of my heart...

=random=

十一月悄悄地过去了。。

十二月不知不觉地到来。。

今天的韩文课学的是月份年份日期还有时间。。

在教到月份时，

漂亮的韩文老师感慨道：好快，十二月了。。

而我，也后知后觉地在感慨。。

白色的十二月到了。。

老师说十二月有很多假期。。

在感慨地同时她想家了吧？

我说十二月有很多节日。。

我应该很轻松地在度假的。。。><

讨厌mmu的时间表。。

为什么我的圣诞节会是考试周?!T.T

今天是十二月一号。。

万丰生日。。

明天，家豪生日。。

十二月是个很浪漫的月份。。

希望他们有个很棒的生日~~

今天是12月的第一天。。

今天我整天好像都在发呆。。

现在我的确在发呆。。

在无所事事。。

在浪费时间。。

不懂，就是提不起劲作任何事。。

耳边播着backstreet boys的drowning。。

自己之前一直在找的一首歌。。

找着它，

同时也找着回忆。。

有谁和我一样，

听到这首歌就会想起那时的english camp呢?

还是，

有谁和我一样。。

常因为某首歌就跌进一段回忆里...?

还不错。。

今晚适合回忆。。。